Ok so those pants I said I was going to throw away once I could fit in them again?  I can fit in them again.  Think I am going to hold on to them because, you know, they are unappealing but functional, which I think is what we should all strive to be.

I’ve been thinking and worrying a looooooot about modeling proper behavior for the kids.  Want to start reading more, staring at my phone/ipod less, exercise more and eat better, gossip less, deal with emotions in a calm and rational way.  All the sorts of things I want my kids to think are the types of behaviors displayed by mature and responsible adults. It frankly kind of sucks and I am constantly realizing how full of shit I am.